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I Was Wrong. She's A Sociopath.

Revenge just isn't satisfying this time around. No amount of sacrificial mashmallows will ever make this feel right.

I shivered once. You broke into my soul. The damage is done now. I'm outta control. How did you get to me!? No one else on Earth could ever hurt me, break my heart the way you do. No one else on Earth was ever worth it. No one could love me like you.

I asked what made you happy. You said, "you."

Then why are we apart?

I Hate Everything

YOU DESERVE TO BE STABBED IN THE ARM

STOP MESSING WITH ME AND DO WHAT YOU SAY YOU WILL DO
IF YOU SAY YOU WILL TEXT ME TODAY, THAN FUCKING TEXT ME TODAY
ASSHOLE

My Liver Is Afloat

A root beer float. Lalalala!
I am listening to Paramores 2013 album and I would love to "make it" with Hayley's voice. It makes me feel all 80's inside. A small happiness. Being a kid was the best of times. I miss my father.

It's just a spark, but it's enough to keep me going.
And when it's dark out and no ones around, it keeps glowing.
Oh really Kim?? Really??? I have a discussion?? All that hard work for nothing. I spit construction paper right at you! I hope you get your HEX soon. RoooaaaaRRRRR!!!
I feel ill.
I just looked up and saw a huge spiderweb, how fantastic. It's not that huge, but still. I FEEL ILL.

Feigning Indifference

I am still unable to sleep. It's 6am. At least I can look forward to a productive day at work with AaroM. I'll bring some construction paper and do some arts & crafts. Maybe giggle a little. Yep, that's totally how work will go down. It's gonna be one of those days that make BART history, in my book. No more chairs sitting idle here people. That's the truetrue.
So I was trying to review my old posts on DeadJournal when I was super happy and had tons of energy and wasn't RUINED BY FARRAHTRON, but alas, the links weren't working. My entries on that site always make me laugh too. Oh well. It proves that BART didn't make me crazy, I was already pretty "out there". But at least it's entertaining.

I Don't Really Cry Alone

Many times I've tried to tell you, many times I've cried alone
Always I'm surprised how well you cut my feelings to the bone
Don't want to leave you really, I've invested too much time
To give you up that easy to the doubts that complicate your mind

We belong to the light, we belong to the thunder
We belong to the sound of the words we've both fallen under
Whatever we deny or embrace, for worse or for better
We belong, we belong... we belong together

Maybe it's a sign of weakness when I don't know what to say
Maybe I just wouldn't know what to do with my strength anyway
Have we become a habit
Do we distort the facts
Now there's no looking forward, now there's no looking back

Close your eyes and try to sleep now
Close your eyes and try to dream
Clear your mind and do your best to try and wash the palette clean
We can't begin to know it
How much we really care
I hear your voice inside me
I see your face everywhere
Still
You
Say...