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Aaron Marsh ...the end is extremely fucking nigh!
8 hours ago · Comment · Like

Katidia Gutierrez Fuckin what?
8 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Fuckin NIGH!
8 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez Ohhh..ok??
8 hours ago

Aaron Marsh adv., nigh·er, nigh·est.

1. Near in time, place, or relationship: Evening draws nigh.
2. Nearly; almost: talked for nigh onto two hours.
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8 hours ago

Chris Broome your mom is extremely fucking nigh
8 hours ago

Aaron Marsh It's nigh time your mom sucked on my balls! (Broome, not you Kati)
8 hours ago

Chris Broome well executed and prompt
8 hours ago

Stefanie Thori Kati needs an english lesson and YOU need a BJ (singles please)
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Dustin Kane Ahem..
8 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez Yes..english please..!stefanie I hope u was talkin bout the restaurant!
8 hours ago

Stefanie Thori yes, the restaurant, please don't hit me
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Katidia Gutierrez Yeah I figured it was the place to eat..cause bj's & singles weren't sounding 2good!
8 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Well.....Fuck.
8 hours ago

Stefanie Thori if you add an apostrophe in there i'll stay take the singles
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Katidia Gutierrez What is an apostrophe??...lol
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori really?
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Stefanie Thori katidia can you cook?
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Aaron Marsh That's the new awesome dance all the kids are doing? Do the apostrophe!
7 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez No, not really Stefanie but Aaron seems to know..I guess uve been going out dancing huh Aaron?
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori well FUCK, Katidia what DO you DO???
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Katidia Gutierrez Yessss..Stefanie I can cook. Can u?
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori well thank god
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Aaron Marsh Stef!
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori lol i'm sorry kati come over i'll show you the apostrophe
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Katidia Gutierrez Stefanie..do u need to tell me something?
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori yes
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Stefanie Thori i want your cookies... badly
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Stefanie Thori i mean... yes i jogged today
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Katidia Gutierrez Oh..I c..so ur gonna show me??did Aaron show u?
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori No miss, it's just something us 'halfsies' know about
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Aaron Marsh Psssh! We jogged!
7 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez Ok..I've heard of onesies but not halfsies..English please!!
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori you know, half white, half chinese, half mexiCAN
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Katidia Gutierrez Oh..simple enough!
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori katidia, stop messing wit my man! touch my man again and ima f*ck u up... literally! wait..
7 hours ago · Delete

Aaron Marsh FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori *sigh* this'll be the second fight for Kati today
7 hours ago · Delete

Aaron Marsh I hear talking! I don't hear FIGHTN!
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori Dirty or clean?
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Katidia Gutierrez C Aaron.. What u cause! Y the hell r u so irrisistable. I'm sorry Stefanie I couldn't resist.I don't wanna b the other woman!
7 hours ago

Aaron Marsh No! Fight!
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori ...but i wanted to fight
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Aaron Marsh DO IT DOUG!!!!!
7 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez Well fight with ur man cause he seems like he's in2 that sort of stuff.
7 hours ago

Aaron Marsh You're both no fun.
7 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez So what u saying Aaron? I'm boring? U must really wanna fight..Stefanie..handle him please!
7 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Don't drag me into your sexy altercation!
7 hours ago

Aaron Marsh wait...i just fucked up.
7 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez Aaron who is Doug? Stefanie..he had a man & another woman..
7 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Such a sordid state of affairs.
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori i'm crying, into my towel, because i'm naked
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Aaron Marsh You leave doug outta this!
7 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez & now he wants us to roll around on the bed I mean ground pull our shirts off I mean hair throw mud at each other I mean pillows & kiss & make up I mean & never talk to each other again.
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori doug and ms patty just left my bedroom, satisfied
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Stefanie Thori oh well i've done that before kati
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Stefanie Thori although rolling on the ground/bed and pulling off shirts/pullin hair, are all one in the same to me
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Katidia Gutierrez Humm..no wonder Aaron doesn't leave u 4 me.. Ur really special!
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori they taught me well in special ed, they really did.
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Katidia Gutierrez Yeah they did like English & the apostrophe dance...
7 hours ago

Stefanie Thori English class reminds me of things... when r u teaching me spanish?
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Aaron Marsh Ok Kati, it's time to end the farce. (YAH) I've decided to take Stefanie away on my yacht and have hot weird sex with her for the rest of my life which will end in me having a heart attack after jogging circles on the deck of my yacht after weird sex. -gasp- -dead-
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori ok.. so we're on a yacht and having weird hot sex.. a monster leaps up from the depths of the ocean and threatens to consume our existence. Do you A. Ignore it and continue the weird hot sex with me (if so turn to page 43), B. Break a bottle over my head and use the shards to defend our lives (if so turn to page 45), or C. invite the monster to a threesome (if so u sick bastard).
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Katidia Gutierrez C..I knew I was suppose 2 teach u something..
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez ..something Aaron couldn't by the way!
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori oooooOoooOO, i'm serious fucking teach me spanish
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Katidia Gutierrez & speaking of Aaron..so ur just gonna love me & leave me??
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez & take Stefanie with u??
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori we're going to sicily
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Katidia Gutierrez So that's how the playas' do it huh?
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori are you upset by this?
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Katidia Gutierrez Yes..I am! I've never been to Sicily!
6 hours ago

Aaron Marsh I'm in Sicily right now!
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori do you know where it is ?
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Stefanie Thori are you with the sea monster cuz i'm still at home beeyotch
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Aaron Marsh (it's the futbol!)
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez So u left Stefanie behind..(laughing)!
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez ..stefanie what r u doing? U busy 2night?
6 hours ago

Aaron Marsh GOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL!
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL! GOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL!
6 hours ago

Aaron Marsh She hates us.
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori *sigh* nothing, what r u doing tonight? me?
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Stefanie Thori i hope your futbol keeps u warm at night and that you stay stranded on that island FOREVER
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Aaron Marsh You can't ignore me. I'm right here!
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez C what happens Stefanie when u trust a loverboy..he promises & doesn't keep!
6 hours ago

Aaron Marsh I promised nothing!
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez & don't u worry he won't b coming back if u know what I mean.. I took his gps out..he probrably doesn't notice he's on a soccer field instead of the ocean..lol
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori ::throws cookies at katidia:: don't talk about mah man like that!
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Katidia Gutierrez & Aaron..hates"us" is 2many people..
6 hours ago

Aaron Marsh -ahem- I can hear you. I'm like...RIGHT here.
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori haha I CAN HEAR YOU
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Stefanie Thori i'm hungry, really hungry
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Aaron Marsh If I feed you will you marry me?
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez Wait..both of u guys r messing wit my emotions..ok can it just b a physical thing at this point..
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez No cookies 4u.. I hope loverboy feeds u
6 hours ago

Aaron Marsh -ahem- Stef! Would you like to go to foster freeze with me and get burgers and shakes and walk down the pier with me?
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori damn that's kinda harsh and extreme katidia
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Stefanie Thori i've been nothing but kind to you!!!!!
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Katidia Gutierrez Promises..promises..Stefanie don't fall for it. He promised me..look at my skinny a$$ proof he doesn't fulfill!
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez & no she ain't marrying u..even if u feed her. She wants more than food..r u implying all she does is eat?cause she did more when she was with me
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori katidia i will eat cantaloupe off your body
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Aaron Marsh I just wanted to post this so I got 100.
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez Cantalope??that's new..I think u'll b showing me a thing or two.
6 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez Got 100 what??
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori what's ur preference?? two or three?
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Katidia Gutierrez Actually three thx 4 asking
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori k i'll remember that
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Stefanie Thori i do assume you know what i'm talking about lol
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Katidia Gutierrez No but feel free to show me
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori how shall i show you?
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Katidia Gutierrez Humm..maybe Aaron knows..how. Nooooo..doubt it!
6 hours ago

Stefanie Thori i think you DO know what i'm talking about!!!
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Katidia Gutierrez Like what navigate a yacht?
5 hours ago

Stefanie Thori you change the subject too much, if u can't hang, go sneak off to foster freeze with Aaron!!!!
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Aaron Marsh Lies!
5 hours ago

Aaron Marsh And now I'm sad.
5 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez I ain't changing the subject I wanna spice up our physical relationship..& ugh! I hate foster freeze Aaron took me to the finest restaurants on his yacht.
5 hours ago

Stefanie Thori there's a restaurant on his yacht?
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Stefanie Thori aaron, come back
5 hours ago · Delete

Katidia Gutierrez Yes there's is a restaurant on his yacht..that's how hugggge it is.
5 hours ago

Stefanie Thori kati are you drunk?
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Aaron Marsh Damnit!
I've been sucked right back into this.
5 hours ago

Aaron Marsh My buddy Chris is gonna be fucking mad!
5 hours ago

Stefanie Thori but... jog...surpass
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Stefanie Thori why?
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Aaron Marsh I don't get that.
5 hours ago

Aaron Marsh I had 88 unread e-mails.
5 hours ago

Aaron Marsh So stef, did you think i was joking when I said I'd spend this entire time hitting on you?
5 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Lets get married!
5 hours ago

Stefanie Thori where would you like to get married at?
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Katidia Gutierrez I ain't drunk!
5 hours ago

Stefanie Thori are you in the process of it??? and hey can you make me cheese enchiladas?
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Katidia Gutierrez ..ahhh..yeah Stefanie there u go..future potential husband calling..lol
5 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Ok, i'm getting too drunk to do this.
5 hours ago

Chris Broome I know i'm a bit late, but a had some things(aka your mom) to take care of and wanted to say well done w/ the do it doug reference
5 hours ago

Stefanie Thori i thought you were eating.. you were drinking also?
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Chris Broome yes he was drinking, a fair amount of semen by the looks of it
5 hours ago

Katidia Gutierrez Cheese enchiladas sound hella good!! With some sour cream & green onions..uuumm
5 hours ago

Stefanie Thori onions are disgusting, i'm so not making out with you anymore
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Aaron Marsh Enjoy the e-mails broome? HAHAHAHAAHAHAH!
5 hours ago

Chris Broome yes, the one's your mom sent me...in the nude
4 hours ago

Stefanie Thori yeah i accidentally got one of those photos too, awkward....
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Aaron Marsh -Broome- I was there, you get nothing! Stef! Don't encourage the from!
4 hours ago

Stefanie Thori hmm i'm bored now, have we surpassed yet?
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Aaron Marsh We have a long night ahead of us!
4 hours ago

Aaron Marsh 400 something methinks!
4 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Stefanie! Be my bart bride!
4 hours ago

Stefanie Thori really 400??? i can't even find it to check..
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Stefanie Thori WHERE are we getting married
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Aaron Marsh My yacht.
4 hours ago

Stefanie Thori can we grab some greek food
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Stefanie Thori and THEN get married
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Aaron Marsh Big talk miss ' I don't like Heiress A'
4 hours ago

Stefanie Thori then what do you like?
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Aaron Marsh I don't think that was the question, the question was whether or not yous like the aaron!
4 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Which would i assume you do not!
4 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Now I'm playing pirates.
4 hours ago

Stefanie Thori well i'm just offended!!!!
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Aaron Marsh Are you?
4 hours ago

Stefanie Thori yes highly so
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Aaron Marsh Now I feel bad.
4 hours ago

Stefanie Thori Good! you should! ::slitting wrists:: mmm blood, yum
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Aaron MarshIf we were married I would be sad. How did that feel.
4 hours ago

Stefanie Thori orgasmic
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Aaron Marsh Big talk ms Orgasmic.
4 hours ago

Stefanie Thori i see how it is! i need 2 hours alone sir!
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Jose L Morales Now, this is entertainment! Thanks! ; )
3 hours ago

Aaron Marsh I'm sorry stef! I was doing meth! Marry me!
3 hours ago

Stefanie Thori DAMN JANET, SPREADING HER METH AROUND LIKE FUCKING AIDS! wow, i was really angry there. sorry you had to see that Jose. I AM a proper lady. AND totally straight.
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Jose L Morales i know, is aaron that worries me
3 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Hurtful Jose, hurtful.
3 hours ago

Jose L Morales u worry me in a good way, meth dude
3 hours ago

Jose L Morales i mean c-40, nobody messes with u
3 hours ago

Jose L Morales by the way, bring the ol' laptop either MON or TUE
3 hours ago

Aaron Marsh I shall!
3 hours ago

Aaron Marsh Stefanie breaks my heart nightly.
3 hours ago

Jose L Morales well...i noticed she likes cookies, maybe u should get her some
3 hours ago

Stefanie Thori i don't like cookies, i only pretended to like cookies for katidia's sake... cookies are fattening... I like Mirna's soup better.
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Aaron Marsh -crying and running to the fridge-
3 hours ago

Stefanie Thori it's ok Aaron, i like our hanging out the most
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Aaron Marsh Yeah. Me too.
about an hour ago

Aaron Marsh I have to apologize to Stef every night too.
about an hour ago

Stefanie Thori that's right beeyotch, i hope those zombies in Left 4 Dead ate ur face
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Lost And Lonely

 
"Show me how you do that trick 
The one that makes me scream" she said 
"The one that makes me laugh" she said 
And threw her arms around my neck 
"Show me how you do it 
And I promise you I promise that 
I'll run away with you 
I'll run away with you" 

Spinning on that dizzy edge 
I kissed her face and kissed her head 
And dreamed of all the different ways I had 
To make her glow 
"Why are you so far away?" she said 
"Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you 
That I'm in love with you" 

You 
Soft and only 
You 
Lost and lonely 
You 
Strange as angels 
Dancing in the deepest oceans 
Twisting in the water 
You're just like a dream 

Daylight licked me into shape 
I must have been asleep for days 
And moving lips to breathe her name 
I opened up my eyes 
And found myself alone alone 
Alone above a raging sea 
That stole the only girl I loved 
And drowned her deep inside of me 

You 
Soft and only 
You 
Lost and lonely 
You 
Just like heaven 

The Rose... My Rose

Love will abide, take things in stride
Sounds like good advice but there's no one at my side 
And time washes clean love's wounds unseen
That's what someone told me but I don't know what it means. 

Cause I've done everything I know to try and make you mine
And I think I'm gonna love you for a long long time

Caught in my fears
Blinking back the tears
I can't say you hurt me when you never let me near
And I never drew one response from you
All the while you fell all over girls you never knew
Cause I've done everything I know to try and make you mine
And I think it's gonna hurt me for a long long time 

Wait for the day 
You'll go away
Knowing that you warned me of the price I'd have to pay
And life's full of flaws
Who knows the cause? 
Living in the memory of a love that never was 
Cause I've done everything I know to try and change your mind
and I think I'm gonna miss you for a long long time
Cause I've done everything I know to try and make you mine 
And I think I'm gonna love you for a long long time.

It's Pathetic To Go Back To The Default

 I decided, because my lunch was so early on today, that I wasn't hungry.  So I didn't eat.  Of course towards the end of my shift I started getting hungry but couldn't much leave because I was giving people lunches.  When I arrived back at Rockridge though, sandra had ordered Zacharys Pizza so.... She offered me the two remaining slices and since I knew she carried 6 bottles of coke with her I politely declined the slices because I had nothing to drink with them.  Of course I knew if I said that she'd offer me a coke.  So I made out with lunch just fine.  And now I've got to wake up early because douche bags keep giving me 1215 shifts!  Bad enough I have to work 9 days in a row, none of which will probably be Walnut Creek.   My Tylenol sleeping pills aren't even working anymore, I'm still up till the light is shining through.  I don't know how I make it on 4 hours of sleep.  I think I should just stop watching this British show and start playing Sacred 2, otherwise I'll start thinking about


that which makes me
because i heard this song on the drive home

the strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
stop me and steal my breath
and emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
never revealing their depth
and tell me, that we belong together
dress it up with the trappings of love
i'll be captivated, i'll hang from your lips
instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above
and i'll be your crying shoulder
i'll be love suicide
and i'll be better when i'm older
i'll be the greatest fan of your life

But I don't yet know if I'm better.

Do You Think She'll Sleep With A Panic?

 Stupid EFFIN Milkshake! You were supposed to be delicious and you were NOT.  You were awful.  You broke my heart.  You are a loser milkshake and I've completely wasted my time with you! I hope you know that from now on, every other milkshake I have will be 100 times better than you!  AND I'M GOING TO HAVE A LOT OF MILKSHAKES

Anyways, control yourself, take only what you need from it.
Today I didn't do much, hung out with Destiny, that's all really.  Thought about Aaron, thought about Katidia , that about Sarah Lane.  Such an awesome sense of humor.  I was really sorry to hear about her divorce... .. ...
I started laundry just now, 2am, going to watch American Teen while I play an XBOX game for achievements.  Just me and my Natasha.

ssssssssssss

 It would have been kinda hot, if it wasn't you.

Paramore Always Makes It Better

 But that doesn't change the fact that I want to ram my head against a wall continually.  Its my weekend and I don't know what to do and before I know it there will be no more weekend.  I just sit here complacent.  But deep down I'm really fuming and I'm not quite sure when I'll lose control of it.  I'm trying my best and I guess in the meantime Hayley can sing me into oblivion. So I guess I'll start with finding something to eat or rather, coffee.
fuck you if you think ima wait hella months to get your attention,w tf, get off tha past. fuck that shit. i'm trying to make it better you letting that bitch fuck it up. i'll punch her in the face for reals. never hated someone so much.

Old Entry I Found

My Head Is Pounding From This Cold [09 Mar 2004|08:46pm]
Am I wrong? Wouldn't it be better if she hates me? Wouldn't that make it easier to get over? no?

~Ever since you put your hands around my waist... I am yours~

I LOVE YOU MORE

I should be completely ecstatic. I should be pleased with myself but somehow I can't get there. I said she'd ask for my number today and you know what? She did. She was sitting there when I walked out with Mark and in my head was the whole "do it, don't do it, do it, no wait stop". Impulsively I do it. And it turned out great. I hope she shows up tomorrow night. I wrote hella shit on her hand and she wrote her number on mine. I can't concentrate when you smile at me. It hurts actually. I don't know why. I don't know if it's because I'm happy or completely empty... wanting it to be someone else's smile. And YOU. How can you say you want me in your life? It cannot be possible now. I am not your best friend. I am being pushed aside, you will forget me. I hope I never grow to resent you for that. I should be content that you still wanted to be in my life after we had the break. But I am not content. I am sorry. That is what I am. I want to smack you upside the head. Like having lunch with me would kill you? Like you don't call her all hours of the day as it is...

If you truly don't have feelings for me anymore then that's it. But if you just buried them... they will someday resurface. YOU really mean never to talk to me again? For what reason is this. I don't understand. You say it wasn't meant to be this way, it shouldn't be this way. I will always be willing to change it. I will always be here. I hope you don't take that forgranted, because thats what I did to you and nothing can compare to this feeling. I don't ever want you to feel like this.
Isah... not talking to me is going to emotionally kill me. I will always remember the first time you finally said "i love you" back. I was always there... but it took so long to get you to that point. It happend at the party where I got totally wasted and you took care of me. I knew it when you put your arms around me trying to get me away from Lae. It just felt so right, so perfect, even though I was drunk, I knew. I still remember when and where we were when you first said you wanted to be with me forever. Gins house, a party, her bed. I remember the first time you came over and watched battle royale and I tried to get you drunk. You watching that damn public announcement channel cuz of the music. Me unsure of how far to go... The time I saw you after that, still unsure of how far to go. I remember the day I told you it wasn't casual to me, you kissed me harder and more emotionally after that. I remember waking up on a couch in your arms in an apartment, you dancing, you wrapping your arms around me begging me not to go even though I had to leave to get home and ready for work. You buying me breakfast cuz I was hungry and apparently broke. We weren't even official and you still bought me a birthday present and a rose. I still have the rose. I remember staying up so late with you I never got sleep and you would start talking all crazy because you were tired and delusional. All the passionate nights. Meeting you and talking about our lives at Dennys. You taking care of me...
Right now it's hard to imagine you having these kinds of memories with another person.
I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH 'TONS OF WOMEN', I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU. I knew it when you put your arms around me...
Now the only thing I feel is